life sucks

back from 3 day trip to genting

used the time to get some alone time

so now i'm recharged and at full gear - though not by choice. haha



kinda sucks when u switch off for a couple days and come back and everything's not going well.

sucks even more when u know u sacrificed so much for something and end up there is a high possibility that u can't enter just because of the screwed up window period. and its really annoying knowing how little u can do about it and just have to sit there and wait for the fate to be decided.
and the stupid scholarship issue coz i really dont know what the freaking hell i want though i know that i really need it. or rather that's what my father thinks
and that leads me to the uni issue.
and then there's the IES competition and i need to get the powerpoint out for the internal presentation.
and open house is so unproductive.
and i keep getting the feeling that i'm trying to have my cake AND eat it. like the contract staff thing. and the esplanade thing. and the usher thing. and the microsoft thing. and the starfish thing.
i think i have too many things.

and i'm ranting too much.
i hate it when my mind's in such a whirl.

fk. life sucks.
and i hate it when i cant control how much my life sucks.