i'm back into the whole paradox theory.. stuff that is so simple and yet so complicated, explains everything and yet nothing.. like einstein's theory of relativity where a moving clock is slower that a stationary one when observed from a stationary point.
it's simply put, perception and yet its so against our conventional way of thinking..
argh. i'm killing braincells again. and its so stitch's fault.
sigh.
school's boring as usual. though i'm getting paid to be bored so that kind of is the silver lining in the thing.
so tired. i'm annoyed with my program again. going to camp in front of the computer tomorrow to solve the damn problem where i clear PORTA and its doesn't freaking clear. argh.
oh and did i tell you that i'm stuck with a PC that has NO internet and a roller ball mouse????
so tempted to smash it.. argh
tomorrow is supposed to be medical checkup day for NUS(like the 3rd checkup i'm having this year. i feel like i have some chronic disease or something) but due to some unforeseen circumstances of a certain time of the month i cant go. zzz. going to call them tomorrow.
it's surprising how things have a habit of turning out the way you didn't expect them to. its either that or i never learn from experience about guy friends.
he said he doesn't understand me. and its probably easier not to try to. he said that i stand out from the crowd - with the "what can you do to me" attitude i have. he said he doesn't know why he just appears whenever i call. and he said he doesn't know why he doesn't have to be someone else when he's with me.
what does that say?
too much and too little.
i think i need to keep my distance. but i always make the same mistake of not doing that.
