here am i again
back to blogging after a dry spell of a year or so since my last blog closed down.
seems like things do have a tendency to repeat themselves.
what goes around comes around
this first entry to start off everything seems to be kinda dead
i guess it reflects the mood i have been in for the past semester.
things just dont seem to be going right at all, with all the major explosions all over the place.
i'm not supposed to say this as a ______ but kinda wish that everything will be over soon and that i can finally let go of everything and step out. Then again, the world outside is as bad. sigh things just seem to be in a never ending cycle that goes around and around and around and around.
sometimes i just feel trapped.
a puppet more like.
i'm not supposed to do this, i'm not supposed to say that, i cant act this way, i cant react to such stuffs, no you cant do this, you must concentrate on that, you must maintain impartiality, you need to show an example.
more like you are ruining every damn part of my life.
so many things that i cant do. so many things i'm expected to do..
so many things i give up for everything i do.
there's always a price for everything. nothing in the world is free
and the thing is.
i dont know what i want.
i guess that's all there is to it.
