telecoms paper today.
didnt read a question properly. lost 8 marks.
there goes my CWA. oh well.
kind of empty after the paper though. seems as if i spend the past 18 weeks just studying for this paper and now that is all over... lost? empty? dunno. weird feelings.
3 more papers. so not enjoying it. argh
met yong sheng up just now at bedok to pass him his adobe suite. was so tired i slept all the way to marina bay -.- ended up being quite late. anyway the adobe suite says made in singapore. lols.
people lie. fact
though you would think that they would lie more intelligently. asked -inserts random name- to email me some stuffs that the SA officer wanted. checked with him a couple of days later when i didn't see anything new in my inbox. so apparently this person said he did, to my hotmail account. okays. benefit of doubt. went home searched through and nope. nil. messaged him again, asked him to send it to my gmail as well, you know just in case there's something wrong with the routing and the IP packets and hops as well as whatever we learned in year2. got this a s a reply "hmmm how to? when i'm being blocked from your emails. in case you are not aware. Cheers"
riiight. like i'd be so free to block all your emails. even if i did block you in MSN, emails still can be sent. stop lying. You needn't have told me that you emailed, when the fact is you didn't. seriously.
you can dislike me, that's perfectly fine. Probably you already know that i dont even want to talk to you outside of work-related stuffs. but the thing is, if you can't even draw a line between personal grudges and work and lie to me as a result then you have probably clocked the lowest level of disappointment ever. you know, i thought you were better, that you could actually at the very least not disappoint me in that aspect. well i guess you have proven me wrong.
have you ever actually stopped and reflected back? the lies to your friends and lecturers, the things you say behind your friends' back, the sarcarsm you give me when i need to get things done oh am i going to get my head chopped off because of that?, the total fakeness and ego, the immature stuffs that you do to people who have turned away from you. what does knocking into her on purpose actually accomplish anyway? it just proves that you are so SO narrowminded and your immaturity.
and as a result, you have alienated yourself...
and nobody can help you if you can't help yourself.
