等了又等

went to orchard with weiling and han wei today to cny shop.
bought 1 top, 1 belt, 1 pair of earring and 1 necklace.
kinda think i'm shopping for new accessories more than clothes.
ha.
but it was fun.

met gary at topshop (:S) and chatted over some issues.
nice to hear that wu is doing something like finally.

work was kinda rubbishy.
got shouted at by a bunch of patrons coz there's the rule that admission is only allowed during the end of the the first piece i.e the rest who comes later than 8:07pm has to wait for intermission at approx 845-900. to the extent that there were vulgarities hurled.
then there was this family drama when this guy brought the wife and 4 kids and only 5 tickets. and moreover one of the kids was (obviously) below 6. shall not elaborate but anyway he was mean to all the girls, including our marketing staff. then he kept insisting on going in with the whole family. and after that because he missed an entry point, the wife threw a temper and stormed off and threw the program booklet on the floor. >.<
then florence shouted at pauline over the autograph session.

man. what a day.

be at esplanade on monday and tuesday.
sort of nervous.
hopefully things will turn out well.

等了又等..
几时才能等得到?
等了又等..
希望.. 真的能等得到..

等了又等
陈洁仪

但愿栽花可以忘掉伤感
季节变迁了 始终不改我心
但愿你未在人生中消失
抹掉眼泪为你再等 时日秒秒细致像尘
仍为你记录了在何年何月与日
曾是爱过便叫人兴奋
纵让折磨的心 等了又等

爱着你 挂念你 渴望你前来和我接近
花也哭 花亦笑 似在说 无望也不要紧
我愿意 有日会 一觉苏醒这梦会变真
你若有日回来 重生多可爱
盼为我亲这心 深深去吻

但愿花朵可以陪伴一生
季节变迁里 细数天天变更
动物 作伴未能开解痴心 暗地里又为你再等

running

all the essay writing is making me cranky.
i hate to inner reflect.
it makes me feel so useless.
and essay writing makes me feel really narcissist
wat with all the extra fluff i got to add in.

why does running away always seem to be the best solution?

miss u. haiz

been so sleepy lately.
dunno why

nus scholarship talk on friday

psc submission now.
reminder to self:
fax in sec sch cca records
write "Statement of Purpose: What are some of the values and beliefs you hold strongly to? Please provide examples of how you have demonstrated these in your actions. " essay.

dunno where to start. blah

blah blah blah

learned a few things last night. lol

wasn't in a good mood when i went ot work- family matters

ended up dragging royston out (even though project assignment is due tmr for him. =x whoops) after work. wanted to drink , then changed to coffee and end up ronnie joined us and we had Mac at circular road.

so damn empty there lor. we had the whole of mac to ourselves so we were talking rubbish. and plotting misdeeds to overtake other companies for ushering. and exchanging pointers to "keng". lol. so evil.

anyway, ronnie taught us how to get fresh french fries (fries w/o salt please! and can i have a packet of salt for my coke? lol). and fresh burgers (can i have my bun grilled a little longer? and my fillet o fish w/o tartar sauce). and when to go shopping for IT stuff coz of the distribution and reseller patterns of clearing stock. and how he has 5 handphones and the telcos are subsidising all his bills. and the tatic to questioning regarding credit card waivers.
lol. conclusion, ronnie and huatchee are king when it comes to these "keng"ing stuff.

open house over the weekend. damn tiring considering there was no crowd and there was nothing to do besides standing around and looking pretty.
kinda concerned over the club matters though. but i dont wanna step in until i absolutely have to.

went for the esplanade interview on thurs. damn fast - it finished in like 5 to 10 mins. (probably coz i was the last one. lol) they will inform me regarding the results this week. dunno whether getting it will be a good thing. after all i didnt inform them about the possibility that i will be temp-ing with nyp. oh well.

had sushi after that with somebody whom i havent seen in a while. we talked quite a bit. glad to hear she's doing fine, though not sure how long more that will last.

damn drained emotionally. though dinner last night cheered me up considerably. oh well. guess i will be okay. i think

life sucks

back from 3 day trip to genting

used the time to get some alone time

so now i'm recharged and at full gear - though not by choice. haha



kinda sucks when u switch off for a couple days and come back and everything's not going well.

sucks even more when u know u sacrificed so much for something and end up there is a high possibility that u can't enter just because of the screwed up window period. and its really annoying knowing how little u can do about it and just have to sit there and wait for the fate to be decided.
and the stupid scholarship issue coz i really dont know what the freaking hell i want though i know that i really need it. or rather that's what my father thinks
and that leads me to the uni issue.
and then there's the IES competition and i need to get the powerpoint out for the internal presentation.
and open house is so unproductive.
and i keep getting the feeling that i'm trying to have my cake AND eat it. like the contract staff thing. and the esplanade thing. and the usher thing. and the microsoft thing. and the starfish thing.
i think i have too many things.

and i'm ranting too much.
i hate it when my mind's in such a whirl.

fk. life sucks.
and i hate it when i cant control how much my life sucks.