random updates

random updates made in 3rd person.

suhui misses her old laptop.
and she's saving up for a new one.

suhui likes the bartenders @ timbre. btw - their names, just in case close friend of hers forgets, are nirah, anson and shah + irene
suhui is also annoyed by them and their irritating magic tricks.

suhui passed the psychometric test too. probably only because of the visual reasoning part.
now she has got to go for a psychological test at 830 freaking am in the morning.
yizhe and joseph says that its to determine whether suhui is crazy.
suhui doesnt understand why they need 4 hours to do that. besides, suhui is not entirely sure whether she is sane in the very first place -laughs-

suhui is taking up 2 assignments for mosaic.

suhui is also cranky. as starfish and joseph can testify. lol.

and suhui is not in school today. yay

crappy crappy crap

:(

lost my laptop.

enough said.

hai.

can some kind soul please please return it to the mrt control station?

it's a hp lappie with a red skin in a lime greent pouch.


i want my laptop back..

Working Experiences and Learning Points

last week was a major learning experience for me.

was at the esplanade working.. Sound Seed Project

basically it involves alot of electronic music, lights, visuals and a very interesting use of space and projection materials such as plastic balloons.

pretty cool actually.

so yup, i was helping to set up, though it wasnt really part of my job scope, along with the EYs

spent the whole entire week planting seeds and blowing balloons.. my conclusion is that i really need to eat more carrots (i can't freaking see in the dark), and that i'm gonna have a nice butt now that its over ( imagine standing/squatting/ sitting cross-legged for hours on end. trust me, squatting down is the best way to stretch the butt muscles. they hurt like crazy now. :( )

kind of cool seeing this kind of project set up from scratch
plus, i got to land helicopter flowers on the audience's heads for all 3 shows! i'm so guilty of 高楼拋物 lol

learned lots of stuffs - including conversing better in chinese. haha

2nd learning point. never ever ever let somebody in the freaking SECURITY dept like you. trust me. i'm literally being spied on. i walk out to marina square from the satellite counter, and said guy in the green room actually knows about it.
oh and ya, he got my number because it's actually at the security counter for them to spam call me if i dont return the dressing room key.
plus he's been trying to give me chocs while i'm at work.

anyone wants to talk to me about invasion of privacy?

Mark suggested that i so tell him that i got together with a boyfriend and act insanely happy about it. i think i just might have to do that, especially if it continues on during Mosaic..
either that or i talk to him about professionalism - Minchu gave me that idea.

zzz why do all the weirdest people like me?

well otherwise working there is pretty fun - the people are nice and friendly (generally) and the crew at TS likes to disturb me. (i was asked to climb up to the ceiling yest to take down all the speakers). The security guards all know me - i like to think that's because i'm nice (:D) though it might just be another case.. got to know a few other ALOs.. watched the hunks at what is man? (the lead actor is .... omfg.. ) in fact i hung around at the theatre after their show for a full 15 mins to look at guys while talking to Belle. haha.. then i was so exasperated at kelvin yest coz he was complaining that he was tired coz he woke up at 6am to play soccer and rushed to work at 10 and stayed on for the party till midnight, and he was rushing home ..... to watch ManU vs Arsenal. MEN! for a moment i actually thought he wanted to go home and sleep. seriously.

looking forward to Mosaic. which reminds me, i want to buy the Mosaic tank from esplanade shop. haha

choices

it's no fun when you dont have a choice.
neither is it fun when you DO have a choice, and many at that.

kinda sucks when everything is hanging onto each other in a freakingly horrifyingly tangled mess. gives you the feeling that when one drops, the rest will come crashing down as well.

it's like you're sitting in a kopitiam and drinking coffee and waiting for the world to go by while there's this fan spinning over your head which is in serious danger of crashing down SPLAT! on your head.


i think you get why it's not a very nice feeling.



submitted my nus app already. now i need to get the paperwork done and pay.
i dunno what to do for ntu. not every sure why i'm applying anyway. probably because i feel insecure just applying to nus.
gaaah. rubbish.


emo-ed yest. though somebody tried to cheer me up.
very tired of being strong for everyone - my dad, my mom, my bro and now even my aunt.
and its scary when everything is threatening to just crumble. and the thing is i'm just waiting for the bricks to fall, while everyone is expecting me to keep the ceiling up.
it's horrifying. not to mention overwhelming.


how do you support the ceiling when the foundation is gone?